Pleading

Im pleading guilty... I made a mistake... I made a promise (ahd) with Allah and I didnt keep it

I more or less do it on and off and now I hate myself and dont know what to do

But this time I SWEAR it wont happen again... and I will not let everyday forgetful stresses take a toll on me and pull me down... That's just not going to happen again... EVER

I may have a problem now, but problems dont last forever and then do get solved

So why do I take out on myself??? I wont... Enshaa Allah I wont... God Willing this will not happen again

Please God forgive me and dont ounish me for what I've done to myself you are the Most Gracious and Most Divine help me help myself Ya rab...

Estaghferallah El3azeem